SEMESTER 5 KACAU !!

Kenapa ??

itu pertanyaan, yang harus dijawab oleh diriku atas persoalan ini. Aku ingin marah dan menghujat diri ini, ketika tahu dan sadar bahwa ini telah diluar batas. Menjadi MALAS !! sepertinya, masalah yang aku hadapi. Ayolah, akal, logika dan raga BANGKIT. Terlalu banyak yang terlewatkan, tugas dan absensi berkurang. FOKUS, harus menjadi panutan untuk mengembalikannya itu dan jangan biarkan Mereka, menganggu kuliahku. Walaupun mereka ada manfaatnya. 

Ini salah, dan jangan biarkan salah ini di hadiahi oleh hukuman untuk mengulang lagi tahun depan. Berikan aku satu kesempatan lagi. Dan ketika kesempatan itu ada, aku akan merubahnya menjadi lebih baik. 

Ini sebuah janji yang harus dilaksanakan,  mulailah kerja keras kembali, masih banyak hal yang harus aku raih.

Dan biarkan aku lepas dari mereka untuk fokus akan hal ini.

HANTAM !!

Diam

Aku diam bukan tak bergerak
Aku diam bukan tak bersuara
Aku diam bukan tak bernyali
Tapi, aku diam berpikir
berpikir untuk melesat jauh.

Aku tenang ketika diam.
Terlalu banyak suara yang tak menarik, mengusik pemikiran.
Maka,aku diam.
Itu akan membuat saya lebih baik sebenarnya. 


Aku hanya berkata kepada yang berhak, dan diam kepada yang lainnya.
Biarkan diam ini adanya, agar tetap menjadi pertanyaan bagi mereka
Dan menjadi solusi bagiku

Cults - Go Outside (Music Video)

I really want to go out

I really want to go outside and stop to see your day

You really want to hole up

You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away

I really want to go out

I really want to go outside and make it light all day

You really want to hole up

You really want to stay inside and not care where you lay

Well I know what's good

Exactly cause I have been there before

Yeah I know what's good

Exactly those things night cannot behold

I really want to go out

I really want to go outside and stop to see your day

You really want to hole up

You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away

I think it's good to go out

cause if you don't you'll never make a memory that will stay

I think that you should wake up

I think I want to live my life and you're just in my way

Inspirasi

Kemanakah kau pergi Inspirasi

Kenapa, hari ini kau tidak menjamah pikiranku

Jemari ini seakan lumpuh untuk hanya sekedar bercerita

Kosong...semuanya kosong 

Semuanya masih putih, tak ada hitam sedikitpun

Ingin kukotori tangan ini dengan berbagai hal

Sehingga kau muncul

Inspirasi... sebuah kata yang dicari hari ini

Kau tak ada ..........

Hingga malam menjelang .....

Paramore: The Only Exception [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

 

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry

and curse at the wind.

He broke his own heart and I watched

as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore

that she would never let herself forget.

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere

deep in my soul

that love never lasts.

And we've got to find other ways

to make it alone.

Keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this

keeping a comfortable distance.

And up until now I had sworn to myself

that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,

but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.

I know you're leaving in the morning

when you wake up.

Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.   2X

You are the only exception.  

 I'm on my way to believing

And I'm on my way to believing 

 

---

Taylor Swift - Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

Kuliah Pagi, SHIIT !!!!

Damn it.. sebuah kata yang berarti sialan, mengawali kuliah hari ini.. 

Bangun pagi gak biasa, mata masih gak mau melek. Pingin selimutan lagi ..

Tapi, gara-gara ikut Semester Pendek, mau gak mau sih, ikut tuh sp

di kelas hampir ketiduran, isi kuliah gak ada pada yang masuk ke otak

hahahaha ........

Kuliah selesai .........hhah pulang, tidur lagi

Sebuah bentuk keluhan yang wajar bagi mahasiswa yang merasakan suntuknya kuliah pagi dan ini bukan berarti bentuk kemanjaan. Tapi, kemalesan sang penulis yang males kuliah pagi.

hahahaha........